When I wake up in the mornin’ love,
And the sunlight hurts my eyes,
Then somethin’ with out warnin’ love,
Bears heavy on my mind

can't even remember the last time I had updated this journal of mine.... Oh well it does not matter. So many new things have happened, so many things are being expected. So little time. Had just finished deploying the new site that I have made for our class, and sooner or later I'll be expecting different kinds of views and comments, fortunately all I got are expressions of appreciation.

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I have been infront of this flickering screen for over 3 hours, thinking about anything that comes out of my mind, just trying to find something that would catch my attention. With the rockin', eardrum bashin', sounds of Matchbox Twenty playing over and over for almost 3 hours, seems to me that the songs have been reduced to something that a normal hearing can't understand.

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Sunshine... the title is sunshine.. why why why... because of twista's rap song? or just because?? Anyway, I hate it when the meteor garden starts playing again, hate it when all the televisions here in the house are tuned in into those chinovelas... One very big question that I always ask to the people here in our home. AREN'T YA'LL FED UP?? I mean, that show has been here since back then, and I'm sick and tired of seeing it playing over again just for the sake of getting those "kilig" moments that you want to see... oh come on! How pathetic!! I told them all "why don't ya'll just tune that to WWE!!" and I get that kind of look of theirs, and I could even feel like its slapping my face over and over again.. I continued "Oh yeah! we know that WWE is fake but that is why it is called WWE = WORLD WRESTLING ENTERTAINMENT! you heard? EN-TER-TAIN-MENT!!" It does not have to be real to be called entertainment. Matter of fact it can't be aired on tv if it is real for crying out loud!!".. and I continued to brag "If it's fake then lemme' try it on you, then that would be the time that I would accept the fact that it is realy a fake one..." I remember once, my grandma asked me what I wanna be when I grow up, and I was 4 years old back then, and I told her.. "I WANNA BE A WRESTLER!! LIKE HOGAN, UNDERTAKER, ULTIMATE WARRIOR..." but I did not know the reason why, I just wanted it to be... after a few more years, I was surprised that I was watching wrestling and my grandma unexpectedly joined me!! I was totally damned! Totally surprised!! she was even cheering, and I was like... Whoa!! There is something wrong here, and I found out that she just got the hang of seeing me watching wrestling from time to time, and then for about a second she asked me... "WHY DO PEOPLE YOUNG AND OLD ALIKE, LOVES TO WATCH WRESTLING GIVEN THAT IT IS SCRIPTED AND ALL THAT..." and I just answered frankly and clearly "WANNA KNOW WHY? IT'S BEACUSE PEOPLE LIKE TO SEE GOOD VERSUS EVIL, AND CAN LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH THEIR FAVORITE WRESTLERS BROUGHT UP ABOUT BEING ABLE TO HIT HIS BOSS AND STILL GET PAID..." A sound of silence...

So Nothing Earth Shattering...

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